There seems to be a fair amount of poker ennui going around right now amount the poker bloggers. Maybe it’s “that” time of year, maybe it’s burnout, maybe it’s a combination of all of those.
All I know is that I am definitely in that camp for whatever reason.
October marks 2 years for me as a “poker player”. During that time I have made some money, met a lot of great people and became a Professional Poker Player™. I’ve had a ton of fun and learned a lot. This year has seen me move from limit to no limit with much success. I’ve also enjoyed the company of fellow poker bloggers in Las Vegas. It’s been a great year.
That being said, lately I have got to the point where poker isn’t fun. I have cut my play down dramatically so now when I do play, it is for fun. This has led me to enjoy playing again, although my skill level is not improving.
While people who play seriously will say “stasis = death”, I am OK with it. I’ve never played poker for the money, I play it to have fun. Now, I take it seriously enough to play correctly (more or less) and try to study it, but I’m not relying on it for my livelihood. Therefore, forcing myself to play is not fun.
While my poker play has been taking a back seat, my real life has taken a great turn for the better. My son is doing well in school and is feeling better than he has in a long time. Mrs. H and I have a renewed passion and have started sharing more time together in real life. I have also joined her in her online “game”, although it’s hardly a game, which has given us a unique perspective to our relationship and has actually allowed us to share something together as well as be able to socialize with others who share our interests. It’s infinitely more enjoyable to explore SL with my wife than it is to grind it out at a virtual poker table with people I don’t know.
This is also the last quarter of my Master’s program, so I’ve got to devote some time to that and just get it done.
So where does that leave poker?
Basically, poker is going to be relegated to even more of a recreational activity. Maybe in a couple months, or after the holidays when I’m finished with my MS, I’ll get a renewed interest in it. In the interim, I plan on playing now and again, but if I don’t, it won’t bother me.
What’s that mean for this blog?
Well, I can do a couple of things:
1. I can go hdouble and post once a month and have it stay totally poker related
2. I can post more often, but integrate more real life things
I’m leaning toward #2 at this point. Don’t worry, I won’t bog you down with the details of brushing my teeth (I prefer Crest), but I may branch out a bit. I really don’t have anything to add in terms of poker strategy or deep thoughts like Hank, so #1 just wouldn’t work for me.
This has seemed to work for a couple of my very favorite “poker” bloggers such as BG and Mean Gene. Of course, their writing doesn’t suck, so maybe it’s not quite applicable to me, but the theory is there anyway.
So basically, no huge year in review this time, it just really doesn’t matter what my results were. I’ve had a great year and have fostered new friendships and had a blast. I don’t plan on having that stop or go away.
My real life is also at an all time high. Spending more time with Mrs. H has brought me more happiness than I can imagine. It’s rejuvenated and refocused me. She brings me a happiness and fulfills me in ways I never thought possible
To me, that’s much more important that my yearly BB/100 rate.